痛ㄊㄨㄥˋtòng不ㄅㄨˋbù欲ㄩˋyù生ㄕㄥshēng

傷心到極點，不想再活下去。清·紀昀《閱微草堂筆記·卷一一·槐西雜志一》：「有王震升者，暮年喪愛子，痛不欲生。」

英to be so in pain as to not want to live, to be so grieved as to wish one were dead